Twin Flame Or Not, Surrender

by Tamara Maat,
Contributing Writer,In5D.com

I, the Goddess Higher Self of the author, am talking to you.

You can’t imagine how many times Maryam, my ego, has called me names that past period. I can’t tell you how many times she thought she lost faith in me, how many times she thought she lost faith in God.

She would have tantrums and break down, lie down on the floor and cry, but I, I have a Vision. I always did.

I have been taking that girl on a journey she never thought she’d take. I showed her things she never thought she could handle. I still have a lot planned. I have taken her through seemingly unbearable pain… I shattered all her dreams, made none come true. I arranged with soul mates to leave her behind. I made a deal with her brother so he’d die and teach her a lesson. I finally made her think she was in the arms of a human God, a twin flame, and I suddenly tore her wish to be with him into pieces.

It’s all—for that—Vision.

The aspiration is much more than she can handle or imagine. The plan is much more developed for her limited mind to comprehend. That is what an Old Soul does. That is what a God/Goddess does. That’s what I do.

What I do is terminate all that a limited mind perceives as true or wanted. What I do is that I show miracles are an everyday thing. As I use that girl’s fingers to share what I have to say to the world, I hear her mind thinking: “But I know; you’re not so bad!”

Now that’s my girl. She has been educated well and that wasn’t always the case. My ego has now been refined. Who could that have happened without all that pain? Yet she sees the results, the ongoing developments. She realizes what she was, what she has become, and what she is becoming. She realizes now the Magic that I do.

She now knows. In order to have the Good, one needs to Transmute Darkness into Light.

That last incident that lasted for over two years, on and off, has been one of her greatest lessons. Meeting a man who reflected every beautiful side of her, every smile and every detail. She did not get his job at first yet by time she understood. I used him to refine her, to sharpen her mind, her skills. She looked it up and understood he was her twin flame. Last I recall she was crying at this very space, for him gone was nothing she could take.

She yelled at God and doomed herself an eternal prisoner. She thought her life was in vain. Then I arranged for Miracles to take place, and I told her she wouldn’t be able to comprehend.

Mission Freedom and Grace are here. Mission Freedom and Grace in Place.

What she thought would last forever, because she surrendered, I took it away.

Freedom begets her, Freedom is okay!

She looks back now at her past stories, and she learns the Key is in her current situation. Wings open and ready to fly over the cliff to unknown destination has become her hobby. She knows much more is still beyond what her two eyes can see. Unlike me. I See, and I’m taking her with me…

My little self used to think she would live a usual life; of course, she found herself wrong, and she’s been the luckiest girl since.

It was I, the Goddess Higher Self of the author, talking to you.

Tamara Maat is an Egyptian shamanic healer who was initiated into Sekhem and Arcturian Healing systems during her meditations in the temples of Luxor, Egypt. To connect with her and learn about her story and services, contact her on her Facebook page @tamaramaat2015 or check her website www.tamaramaat.com